Monday, November 22, 2010
I've been hella negative for a while, like my mood. I really don't know why. It usually happens when I'm at home for too long. But yeah. School isn't helping. There's only so much that you can look forward to to keep you going. There's only so much you can take before you get pushed to the breaking point. And I dont know. There's just so much stress that I've felt that's been weighing me down that it's making it hard to focus on the positive things in life. But I'm still trying. I'll tell you one thing I'm tire of though. I'm tired of people tryna make things better when they end up making it worse. I'm tired of my mind making this bullshit that causes insecurities or unnecessary worrying. I'm tired of being too lazy and having no motivation in my life. I'm tired of not being able to reach the goals I make for myself. I'm tired of not being satisfied with myself. I'm tired of waiting for things to get better. I'm tired of feeling sick, of being disappointed. Tired of life.
Still looking on the brightside though.
6:36 PM
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