Sunday, October 26, 2008
Whoaaa. I'm on my blog. AGAIN. ;]
I'll try posting more.
and if i dont post a lot, ill make up for it by making LONG posts.
and if i dont post at all...theres nothin i can do. ;P
So yeah. ill make a long post today.
You know;
Ive noticed so many things this year.
Changes. within people, within school, and within families.
and change is good. Barack Obama seems to think so. x]
Lol-(
Come
Help
A N____
Get
Elected) x]
but all jokes aside, its true.
There has been a lotta change this year.
and to be honest. i dont like all of it.
i mean i like some of it, like the fact i actually have an A
in band, and that i didnt getan unsat this year. :]
also, i got to know more people this year, like
isabel!
michele bolanos! [my pro dancing partner who goes in senior circles to dance near Zac Abelson xD]
and a whole lotta others im getting closer too, but too lazy to name alla them. haha.
but yes. there has been a lot going on. and i havent really thought about it.
i mean, ive had the thoughts like, single-ly, but now, all these thoughts ive had are like, colliding with each other,
and creating this hella big pit in my stomach thats making me sick.
So yea.
Ima go deep now. [no sick minded jokes. >:3]
Like one thing ive noticed.
is that.
my social life is shiet now. i dunno.
for some reason, i havent really been able to balance everything in my life.
like. whenever something fun happens, or something that causes to busy my life,
my grades take a plunge and like, turn into like shiet in the toilet.
Like last yearr, this is waht happened. and it pissed off my parents chs i was
involved in a lotta things last year, especially towards the endof the year,
and like, my grades suffered.
and i honestly tried raising them, but it seemed like anything i did failed horribly.
And like this year. im finall getting the grades that i want, but then, my social life went down the toilet. >>
its freaking gay. its like everyone you know has suddenly changed, and they have alla these inside jokes or phrases that you dunno shit about.
and i dont get pissed or anything, it only bothers me a little,
but it adds up.
plus, it burns even more ewhen i see it happen to someone else.
like if they get left out i mean.
but yeah.
my social life is dead. and my grades are up. sorta.
whoopee. im an actual nerd now. --x
but yeeh.
i noticed a trend in it.
my grades alway seem to go down during certain times of the year.
and some of yo might know what im talking about.
but yea. when that comes up, it just completely engulfs my mind
and like it wont come out until i get it resolved or something.
and it never
ever gets resolved tht easily.
thats why i get hella pissed during those times.
but yeah. theres a lott ive been getting pissed off at lately.
but i just overlook it and hope or the best.
Some of these recent days have really helped me calm down though.
its refreshing actually.
FEARYtales. was awesome.
at the most. x]
there was a lotta things wrong with it, but as always, we made the best of it.
The maze was fricken frightening, but not really scary.
it couldve been better, but it was tight. :]
Plus those dance battles were pretty hilarious. xD
especially when alex did most of it.
I give you props alexkim. ;]
for beating those, doubleteaming senior juniors that were pretty funny. lol.
Carnival was okey too.
but it was a major letdownnn.
it wasnt even a fricken carnival. it was just like.
"inflatable attractions." O_o
Seriously, with all the hype, i thought that theyd at least have a ferris wheel or whatever,
but the idnt have any of that.
and lazertag? PFTTT. its not lazer tag if u fricken play it in a stuffy inflatable shitty thing.
and the stuff was overpriced too. like two dollars for a soda. lol.
and the magic show was pretty expensive. but iit was worth it i gueess.
especially with all of the
"WHITE SNOW" and all these inside jokes. x]
and i got an autograph from the illusionist persons.
on my GHETTO fearytales reciept. ;] haha.
Im running outta timeD:
so ill leave it short, and post more some other time.
So cya. sorry for leaving so abruptly. :]
9:50 PM
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