Friday, July 18, 2008
Hey guysss.
:D Soo. This week was pretty good.
I just came back from camping today. :D
And it was pretty good, besides the fact that my dad
totally stresses out
at the beginning of each and every camping trip we go on.
And at the actual place.
But then, after i help and everythings packed/unpacked, everythings alright.
And yeahh, our family camping trips are usually fun and stuff,
and this one WASNT a downer. =D
Except, compared to a lotta other camping trips ive been to,
this one was kinda lame, but you know, since its a vacation,
we always manage to pull out the fun outta oppurtunity we have.
So it was goood.
We went to sleep in a cabin, that was pretty fun.
We went hiking, and i totally outran my dad. =D
We went fishing..and nobody at the lake caught any. xD
But me and my sister caught one each, (my sister just holding the rod,
and catching one accidentally. :D and i rubbed it in my dads face. xD)
Oh and we also went boating, but there wasnt enough room for four people. D:
so like we took turns going on the boat, me and my dad (one group),
and my sister, step-mom, and dad (other group).
Hahaha it was pretty tight, chs i got to drive the boat around the lake for like 30 minutes.
and me and my dad spent like three hours on the lake just fishing.
and it was like so calm and peaceful, you just wanna stay there forever. :D
This whole trip had many of those situations where you can just
sit down and think, chs there wasnt anything else to do. [x
and im serious, thats why it was a little worse than my usual camping trip,
there was barely anything you could do.
but then agen, im one of those people that enjoy my alone time,
and often just spend my time just thinking. [= Deep mosta the time.
but then, the occasional boat, while i was at the lake,
flock of, yes, wild turkeys, while i was at our cabin "backyard"
and cow, squirrels, and little rabbits, while i took a hike by myself.
All of these usually broke my train of thought while i was thinking. :D
And overall, the camping trip was good.
We BBQ'ed, we hiked, we talked, we boat rode, we fished,
one of my few times that our family is at total togetherness with each other.
So i pretty much love our campiong trips. :D
Oh yeah, i just figured out, i spent 18 hours of deep thinking on a three day camping trip.
Yeupp. 18! thats like 6 for each day.
but i love those moments.
I mean, whenever i have that kinda moment,
i think about everything, i mean EVERYTHING. Haha.
And I totally lose track of time, and just get lost in my thinking
and get thrown into a different dimension where my thoughts rule,
and nothing else in the world bothers me. [=
I totally love that feeling, and while itd be tight to still be with friends, while thinking,
its different when youre by yourself.
Like I have this park near my house, where they have these huge hills, and like
i love going to the top of it, and laying down in the sun, gentle breezes surrounding you,
your all alone, and youre thoughts just engulf you.
And theyres usually no one there, except for the occasional couple. [x
but then i just go away from them, chs i know how much privacy can mean to people. :D
Hahah..now that i think of it, i go to that hill a lot these dayss.
I guess its chs i have so much things to think of, good or bad.
You know, you guys should come with me sometime! just sitting there
and all your cares and worries dissappear, even if its a momentarilly peacefulness,
at least you get it.
Then we can go to my house for swimming!! [= Muahahah. or just chill around my house.
Yeupp. We should do that soon. :D
But yeah, all that thinking really can calm me down like heckk, and like
just change me. In a good way. Hahha.
But yeah, all those hours of thinking at my camping trip really made a difference.
its like an inner peace thing that monks achieve. [x
Not to mention, Chicken soup books really help too, xD
I still have so many of those "
Chicken Soup for the Teenage Soul" books
from elementary chs of this fad that went on. xD
Remember joe? those love story thingies? LMAO.
But yeah, i never really understood those depression, love, and issues until now,
and i was so surprised that i did when i read it, so ima give all the other ones
i have and read them now. xD
And yeah, i just think so deep now, xD, whether I like it or not,
but most of the time, it proves to be good to me.
Chs, ive had problems with family, friends, certain girls, certain guys, and other stuff.
And thinking about them proved to be a good thing towards resolving them
instead of just moping around about it.
And like, i just try helping othe people with their problems and stuff,
just to show that i care, chs i mean, some people usually think that no one cares
or no one can relate to what theyre going through, when the truth of the matter is,
someone
HAS gone through it, and
CAN relate to it.
And there's always someone off worse than you. Trust me.
But it has been cool, like i was helping this person with a problem she had,
and like i barely even knew that person at the time,
but yeah, i still wanna help no matter what or who you are,
(i think i get that from being a pastors kid [x)
but yeah, i barely even knew her, but i started talking to her,
and helping her with her problems, and just get to know her.
But the cool thing was, that i gained a hard to get trust from that person,
and i also gained a new and close personal relationship,
despite any age boundaries we may have.
and i want to do this to all people,
just to be known as a person you can trust and talk to,
and i dont care if im not popular, or i dont "fit in" with certain people,
i just wanna be known as a good person, more than i wanna be popular.
And the thing is, i realized, is that by doing this, ive had so manyy people that
returned the favor of listening whenever i needed help with something.
and i was like...wow. Just by helping other people, it comes back to you. :D
and that isnt just a saying to me anymore, chs ive experienced it.
So pay it forward, and make the world a better place! [=
And thanks to those people who gave me support through any weird things i mightve gone through.
I Love You Guys. [= and ill cherish your friendship. xD even if i sound like a girl right now..[X
Whoa this is a long post. and random too. :D but hope you read it all, and
get inspired or something, chs thatd be really great.
or you can just comment it, or just pretend its nothing. hahah.
So thanks for reading this. Until next time! xD :D
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